thoughts

i hate it how you care about someone & put them in your "top priority" list, but then you are only an option in their list. you care about them so you think about them....worrying that they might be lonely in a new place, or can`t handle it in somewhere w/out your family, but then turn around...they don`t care about you. they only think about themselves, it amazes me how they can do that. *shrugs* what else can i do? It`s their choice, i can`t do anything or tell them anything, it`s just how they are before & now. couple of years already....*shrugs*

& there is someone else that i thought that was a good girl. someone i wouldn`t think curse at other people, say mean things to other people, go against what i say, and even act like a ....how should i say....like a b*tch. i think it`s true.... other people can influence how you are. just talking to them is more can change how you think & what you say. i was HELLA surprise about how much & how fast someone can change. it`s just surprising....*shrugs*

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