tired of these craps!

Apr 5, 2008 at 12:07 PM
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you know what?
instead of yelling at me, why don`t you try comforting, supporting, and trusting me!
if you don`t trust me, and doesn`t believe that i can do it, then fine, don`t insult me.
i`m tired of your fucking craps, telling me that i`m not good enough,
i don`t try hard enough,
why is she better than you?
i`m tired of your craps!
not supporting me, not comforting, not believing that i can do it.
you didn`t think i made it into UC Davis,
BUT I DID.
you know, when was the last time you complimented me on something?
when was it, because i can`t recall the last time you have done it,
wait, i don`t remember anytime there was compliment of me coming out of your mouth.
all i ever heard you said/yell
is that i never try hard enough,
is that i'm not good and smart enough,
Anh or some other person is better than me,
why am i not like them?
i don`t remember you ever saying
it`s ok, just try harder next time,
that is good already,
good job, you did really good.
was there something like that?
or was it...you can`t make it through college when i won`t be there,
how are you going to survive without me?
well you know what?
i proved you wrong when i got into UC Davis,
and now i`m going to prove you wrong when i graduate.
just wait and see how i will make it through UC Davis living without you!