i find it interesting
[i`m suppose to be finishing up hwks right now]
about the subject "love"
it`s not `bout me, it`s just how i think about "love" & other people.
there are what you call..."players/pimps" that leads the opposite sex on & then "play" them,
there are people that are afraid to love because they were never in love or they were heartbroken,
and there are people that denies "love.
the "players/pimps" are just dumb asses that one day will realize what they have done, will regret it and pay for it.
the "afraid" ones...idk...maybe they haven`t found that special someone yet, or it's there but they don`t know it yet.
the "denials" (i find most interesting because i understand the other two) are always lying;
they always says that they don`t need "love" or the other "half to complete them" or a "boyfriend/girlfriend"
because they were disappointed before either of their fault or the other person's.
it doesn`t matter but the issue is that they "lead" themselves and their close ones (the ones that are in "love" situation) to think the same way as they do.
i don`t think it`s right.
first of all they are hurting themselves,
second of all they are leading their friends into...how do you say it...kind of an "i don`t care" about what you & other thinks, and lastly the other one that is waiting....is being hurt.
idk, if i make sense, but it`s just funny.
they say they don`t need "love" or "the other half to complete them" or a "boyfriend/girlfriend" but they are really saying that they need it.
k, maybe i don`t make sense, but oh well, just something i found interesting. =]
i`ll come back some other time with another subject.
`gnight
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didn`t do much today.
spent half of the day at hunny`s house doing his Daddy`s PHD book, so yeah.
went to Khol`s to buy this jean for his mum, & then me & hun asked for application for working. keke
so maybe we`ll end up working there together, since hun won`t work at Mission anymore. =/
oh yeah, i was bored at his house so i took some pictures.
maybe we`re gonna go eat dimsum tomorrow. hopefully we`ll get to go.
`gnight now.
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hun & his old ass camera ;D haha, & i took a pix of him up-side-down haha
1. why am i so white? oh yeah, hunny was eating again. >.<
2. kissy kissy
3. drive drive drive
ROARRRRRR
oh yeah, i got a new shirt to go inside that black see-through shirt. =]
spent half of the day at hunny`s house doing his Daddy`s PHD book, so yeah.
went to Khol`s to buy this jean for his mum, & then me & hun asked for application for working. keke
so maybe we`ll end up working there together, since hun won`t work at Mission anymore. =/
oh yeah, i was bored at his house so i took some pictures.
maybe we`re gonna go eat dimsum tomorrow. hopefully we`ll get to go.
`gnight now.
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2. kissy kissy
3. drive drive drive
oh yeah, i got a new shirt to go inside that black see-through shirt. =]
i like this song. it`s good. =] love the music. my friend made up the beats with her keyboard & also the lyric. =]
good good.
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good good.
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i`m gonna update quickly & then go do my Physic's homework. =] i`m trying REALLY hard not to procrastinate again, like all the other times. muahaha. so i got more a'o da`i today, mum brought it home from Bac Than's house, which they got from Bac Quang's house, which he got from VN from my uncles and aunts. haha in total there are 6 of them. 2 whites, 1 green, 1 pink, 1 red, & 1 flowery one, which i don`t think i`m gonna wear. i really like this one white one with no neck, but then i can`t button it ...especially the part around my "breast" according to hunny, which means i`m not fat ( i think i am, shhhh, don`t tell him i said that ;D ) & i also came by Phuoc`s house to borrow the red dress & high heel for senior ball. the heel turn out to be loose, surprising because i thought her feet is about my size. *shrugs* & the dress is cuteeeeeeeee! ;D except i still need to lose weight xD anyways, hunny came & blah blah. ate, & he studied. oh yeah, my name is finally added to the family's car, actually it`s daddie's car but then yeah. they finally trust me to drive now. so fast huh hun? ;D anyways, i think ima take mum's van to go to Great Mall tomorrow, maybe alone, maybe with Anh. =] oh yeah, Van left, i feel sad/miss her too. so fast too, she`ve only been here for couple of months, but now she`s gone. She`s probably almost in Texas right now. & after a few days she`s gonna go to Memphis, haha lucky girl! ;D hopefully she`ll be back to visit soon, or me & hun go over there (yeah right!) haha. kk `gnight. oh yeah, some pictures for today. HAHAHA it`s really funny!
1. i really like it with the short. haha!! but my tummy looks big =[ *cries*
2. muahx* ;D i had to cut the bottom off because it's...*ahem* yeah... ;]
1. hunny didn`t want to taake pix because he was eating. lol
2. cheese! =D hun didn`t "cheese" with me, he only smiled. =/
k `gnight.
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2. muahx* ;D i had to cut the bottom off because it's...*ahem* yeah... ;]
2. cheese! =D hun didn`t "cheese" with me, he only smiled. =/
k `gnight.
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so i did some homework today, gotta keep it up so i won`t procrastinate.
i did some reading for English AP and also looked at some of my stocks.
didn`t get to see hunny today because he was busy, & he studied for his test in Physic after his calculus class,
soooooooo yeahhhhhhhhhhhhh.
well i didn`t do much on Sunday, except woke up late because hunny didn`t wake me up,
ate, & watch chinese movies, then church & stuffs.
oh yeah, & then around 7:40-something hunny came by & picked me up.
we drove to Eastridge to see if it was open, but it wasn`t, so we went to Lion Plaza.
& went in that one gift shop to look for a gift for Van, but then couldn`t find any.
instead we went to the bakery store right near it & bought some cream puffs, & i bought one piece of cheesecake because i was craving for it, but then the cheesecake wasn`t good.
we decided to get a drink because both of us didn`t want to go home.
drove to Tapioca Express in Fremont, but then it was closed.
then we decided to go to Quickly, used to be Bubble. luckily it was still open.
pretty busy, but not as busy as Qcup & Tapioca Express, AND it wasn`t that good either.
then got home, & then slept.
Monday, hunny didn`t woke me up either & he woke up late for his car appointment too.
i woke up & took a shower, then went to Great Mall with mum & Joseph.
went in Burlington to look for a black pant for Joseph & his shoes & tie.
mum bought one pair of high heel, i also got one. hihi sorry hun, the open toe heels were cute, & they were cheap too. =] hihi, & i thought they were really cute even though it`s kind of too tall. haha
then went around, got new shades, & Joseph got one too.
me & Joseph went around the mall to look for something to buy for Van while mum was in this stores with all those cute/nice plates, bowls & dishes & stuffs.
Joseph wanted a watch, so got him one.
then i went in Sanio to buy Van that one frog teddy bear since she likes frogs. lolx, weird girl. ;D
after that went to my grandma's house to visit her since she's sick.
hung out there for a lil bit & hunny came by to pick me up.
got home & couldn't get in the room so mum came home, i got some of my clothes,
then me & hunny left to buy fabric at Fabric R Us, cost about 10 bucks.
kind of expensive, sorry hun, i don`t have cash ;D
went to Wal-Green to buy Tylenol for mum, & films for his camera.
got to his house clean his room for a little so there is space to put up our "fabric background"
then took lots of pictures, haha we are super diduper weird! but it`s ok, it was fun. ^^
hunny loves the sound the camera makes. haha
we cleaned up & came by Van`s house to pick her up
drop by my house so i can change, & so that my parents know we`re going out with Van.
Cong & Tran got there before us, & we got lost. haha
that`s what happens when the GPS doesn`t work! xD
got to Korean BBQ small place, not much foods, but it was cool.
it`s a lot like Hot Pot City with the thing like you cook your own foods & stuffs,
but they`re style is kind of different, & their BBQ were really good.
after awhile we all got nga('n haha
it was hilarious! we kept on eating, & getting more foods & everything,
& we always make fun of Tran because she eaats a lottttttt haha
but then too bad we didn`t take any pictures. =/ sorry Van
that place turned out to be expensive, as expensive as Todai on weekends dinner. =X
we were suppose to go bowling, but Cong & Tran has to go home & study for their finals
we went to hunny`s house so he can get his bowling shoes, but then it turned out that Van has to go home & pack her stuffs again because she has a lot of extra stuffs.
we drove her home, & went to Mission Lane near the church. kind of a lot of cars & people.
we waited for like almost half an hour for an open lane. hunny saw his friends from Milpitas High,
well i think i know some of them, or at least saw them before.
finally it was our turn so hunny rent the shoes for me, size 6 i have big feet =/
oh yeah, hunny has to wash the socks for me because i was wearing flip flops, & i only brought socks w/me =]
we played for a while, 2 games, we suck! haha
oh yeah, his friends came by & talked to him---Quan, he`s so damn tall.
after that returned the shoe & paid.
hunny wanted to test drive Quan`s S2k so yeah.
i waited in the car, haha so funny.
like hunny said since Quan changed his mufflers it`s hella laugh, & everytime he drives pass those cars in the parking lot, their alarms went off. haha i was cracking up in the car! xD
then hunny drove me home. the weather was nice yesterday, wasn`t too hot & wasn`t too cold. =]
haha good luck with the weather in Texas dear.
Van keep on telling us that we HAVE to go over there to visit her when everything is settle & stuffs. haha
we`ll see, if we have time & money, me & hunny might go over there to see how it is over there.
but then hunny said there is nothing much in Fort Worth, if we go we should go to Houston & stuffs so yeah, we`ll see. but then again, i rather to go LA than go to Texas ;]
anyways, i wanna go shopping ;D keke, maybe tomorrow, or maybe not. haha
kk that`s it for today.
byebye
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oh yeah! pictures
Sunday, i was bored at home =/
do we look alike? ;D
some preview of the pictures that hunny took of me.
1. testing, haha
2. i look fat =[ not look, i AM fat!
3. the little marshi i gave him, & the ballon, woot lasted long! ^^
4. what else can i do with that marshi?
5. you can see my blue bra tsk tsk! =/
6. i had to cut off the bottom, it`s too short ;D haha but it have been a long time that i wore that skirt
1. from hun`s house back to my house.
2. muahx*
3. Van couldn`t stick her head out more! haha
waiting for an open lane at Mission Lane. =]
ahhhhhh hunny has no arm. haha we suck at bowling!
i was bored in the car while hunny was having fun driving S2K =/
k byebye
i did some reading for English AP and also looked at some of my stocks.
didn`t get to see hunny today because he was busy, & he studied for his test in Physic after his calculus class,
soooooooo yeahhhhhhhhhhhhh.
well i didn`t do much on Sunday, except woke up late because hunny didn`t wake me up,
ate, & watch chinese movies, then church & stuffs.
oh yeah, & then around 7:40-something hunny came by & picked me up.
we drove to Eastridge to see if it was open, but it wasn`t, so we went to Lion Plaza.
& went in that one gift shop to look for a gift for Van, but then couldn`t find any.
instead we went to the bakery store right near it & bought some cream puffs, & i bought one piece of cheesecake because i was craving for it, but then the cheesecake wasn`t good.
we decided to get a drink because both of us didn`t want to go home.
drove to Tapioca Express in Fremont, but then it was closed.
then we decided to go to Quickly, used to be Bubble. luckily it was still open.
pretty busy, but not as busy as Qcup & Tapioca Express, AND it wasn`t that good either.
then got home, & then slept.
Monday, hunny didn`t woke me up either & he woke up late for his car appointment too.
i woke up & took a shower, then went to Great Mall with mum & Joseph.
went in Burlington to look for a black pant for Joseph & his shoes & tie.
mum bought one pair of high heel, i also got one. hihi sorry hun, the open toe heels were cute, & they were cheap too. =] hihi, & i thought they were really cute even though it`s kind of too tall. haha
then went around, got new shades, & Joseph got one too.
me & Joseph went around the mall to look for something to buy for Van while mum was in this stores with all those cute/nice plates, bowls & dishes & stuffs.
Joseph wanted a watch, so got him one.
then i went in Sanio to buy Van that one frog teddy bear since she likes frogs. lolx, weird girl. ;D
after that went to my grandma's house to visit her since she's sick.
hung out there for a lil bit & hunny came by to pick me up.
got home & couldn't get in the room so mum came home, i got some of my clothes,
then me & hunny left to buy fabric at Fabric R Us, cost about 10 bucks.
kind of expensive, sorry hun, i don`t have cash ;D
went to Wal-Green to buy Tylenol for mum, & films for his camera.
got to his house clean his room for a little so there is space to put up our "fabric background"
then took lots of pictures, haha we are super diduper weird! but it`s ok, it was fun. ^^
hunny loves the sound the camera makes. haha
we cleaned up & came by Van`s house to pick her up
drop by my house so i can change, & so that my parents know we`re going out with Van.
Cong & Tran got there before us, & we got lost. haha
that`s what happens when the GPS doesn`t work! xD
got to Korean BBQ small place, not much foods, but it was cool.
it`s a lot like Hot Pot City with the thing like you cook your own foods & stuffs,
but they`re style is kind of different, & their BBQ were really good.
after awhile we all got nga('n haha
it was hilarious! we kept on eating, & getting more foods & everything,
& we always make fun of Tran because she eaats a lottttttt haha
but then too bad we didn`t take any pictures. =/ sorry Van
that place turned out to be expensive, as expensive as Todai on weekends dinner. =X
we were suppose to go bowling, but Cong & Tran has to go home & study for their finals
we went to hunny`s house so he can get his bowling shoes, but then it turned out that Van has to go home & pack her stuffs again because she has a lot of extra stuffs.
we drove her home, & went to Mission Lane near the church. kind of a lot of cars & people.
we waited for like almost half an hour for an open lane. hunny saw his friends from Milpitas High,
well i think i know some of them, or at least saw them before.
finally it was our turn so hunny rent the shoes for me, size 6 i have big feet =/
oh yeah, hunny has to wash the socks for me because i was wearing flip flops, & i only brought socks w/me =]
we played for a while, 2 games, we suck! haha
oh yeah, his friends came by & talked to him---Quan, he`s so damn tall.
after that returned the shoe & paid.
hunny wanted to test drive Quan`s S2k so yeah.
i waited in the car, haha so funny.
like hunny said since Quan changed his mufflers it`s hella laugh, & everytime he drives pass those cars in the parking lot, their alarms went off. haha i was cracking up in the car! xD
then hunny drove me home. the weather was nice yesterday, wasn`t too hot & wasn`t too cold. =]
haha good luck with the weather in Texas dear.
Van keep on telling us that we HAVE to go over there to visit her when everything is settle & stuffs. haha
we`ll see, if we have time & money, me & hunny might go over there to see how it is over there.
but then hunny said there is nothing much in Fort Worth, if we go we should go to Houston & stuffs so yeah, we`ll see. but then again, i rather to go LA than go to Texas ;]
anyways, i wanna go shopping ;D keke, maybe tomorrow, or maybe not. haha
kk that`s it for today.
byebye
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oh yeah! pictures
1. testing, haha
2. i look fat =[ not look, i AM fat!
3. the little marshi i gave him, & the ballon, woot lasted long! ^^
4. what else can i do with that marshi?
5. you can see my blue bra tsk tsk! =/
6. i had to cut off the bottom, it`s too short ;D haha but it have been a long time that i wore that skirt
2. muahx*
3. Van couldn`t stick her head out more! haha
k byebye
la la la, i`m bored. keke well, i`m excited for tomorrow. me & hunny has some plans for tomorrow so yeah. ^____^ hunny has to fix his car first in the morning, so it`ll take around 2-3 hours? and then after he`s gonna come pick me up, go buy some fabric for our "studio background". then go over to his house, & take some pictures with his old camera & then picture together. =] after all the pictures are done then we`re gonna come back to my house, make some stuffs to eat & hang out. then around 7:00 P.M. then go pick Van up & go eat with her and Tran, Cong & Phuong Anh. then bowling after that with them, well if they want to go then sure, if they don`t then it`s just me & hun. =] still fun though. i`m excited, & it`s springbreak. more time to spend with hunny, more time to call him & stuffs. ^^ oh, & not much homeworks so it`ll be ok. i`m gonna start reading that thing for English AP now. so later.
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3. Mohdesty, me & Emily
4. some of our "dancers"
TOP: Vanessa, Johnny
MIDDLE: Rose, Mohdesty, Jennifer
BOTTOM: me
k that`s all. byebye
i hate it how you care about someone & put them in your "top priority" list, but then you are only an option in their list. you care about them so you think about them....worrying that they might be lonely in a new place, or can`t handle it in somewhere w/out your family, but then turn around...they don`t care about you. they only think about themselves, it amazes me how they can do that. *shrugs* what else can i do? It`s their choice, i can`t do anything or tell them anything, it`s just how they are before & now. couple of years already....*shrugs*
& there is someone else that i thought that was a good girl. someone i wouldn`t think curse at other people, say mean things to other people, go against what i say, and even act like a ....how should i say....like a b*tch. i think it`s true.... other people can influence how you are. just talking to them is more can change how you think & what you say. i was HELLA surprise about how much & how fast someone can change. it`s just surprising....*shrugs*
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so i got rejected from UC Los Angeles, haha i`m not surprise. I wasn`t looking forward to it anyways! haha, oh yeah they send me a letter, & gave me a deal. I can go to UC Merced for 2 years & then transfer to UCLA & stuffs HAHAHA! & UC Merced also accepted me, okay school, but i`m not going there. UC Davis accepted me about 1 or 2 weeks ago, i was HELLA happy! ^_____________^ just waiting for hunny`s acceptance letter. haha. so Anh is for sure living in dorms, so i guess im gonna roomate with Caroline. Not so bad, i think. i still need to talk to her more. well, i don`t want to stay in dorms, i want to live in Apartment. =] & hopefully hunny & map will live near our apartment. ;D don`t have a car yet. =[ anyways, i`m going to church later at 11:00 P.M. so yeah, & maybe eat before we go with hunny. oh yeah, hunny bought me jeans from Abercrombie & Fitch. thanks hunny. sorry that it`s kind of expensive, i told you that you DON`T have to but then you insist, well you owe me so yeah. ;D just kidding hunny, & thanks for paying when we went to Tropicana buffet. =] i`ll pay on Monday when we go out ok? well, that`s pretty much. byebye
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k i`m not gonna typed what happened but yeah. too lazy, & besides, i`m back on watching chinese movie. ;D keke, sorry hunny. vo coi mot chu't & hoc baai nhieu hon mot chu't nha? muchO love hun.
this is last Saturday March 15, 2008, our "mini" Egg Hunt.
It's their pinada. haha i like the Hershey, ;D i got the candies xD
oh yeah, this was after shopping at Valley Fair. ^^
thanks hun for the "stuffs" in Victoria Secret.
3. hunny`s dream car. let`s just stick with this hun.
2. he`s a chinky chinky one
3. hunny said Phi looks like me. HAHA!
k that`s it. i think, maybe some more later. yay! spring break, so damn happy! ^^ i have some homeworks, but then it`s ok, not that bad. well, except for the extra AP questions from Calculus. oh, & there is the stock project for Economics, and read A Mid Nights Summer Dream for AP English & then the rest, are time with hunny! let see, church later, & maybe out with hun? but then there`s fasting today, so can`t go eat anything. & there is no thieu nhi tomorrow, except...i have Dang Hoa practice from 4 P.M. - 6 P.M. and at 11 P.M. is mass. & then on Sunday? i don`t know. but probably out with hunny on Monday for sure...maybe bowling? ;D whoo hooo finally on break! ^______________^ k later, gotta go now, cuz there`s church soon. =] bye bye
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i`m tired of listening to my parents tell me what to do, where to go,
what to say/think, and what to be.
when will i ever get to grow up if they keep on telling me everything?
i`m going to college next year
and they still don`t let me grow up?
i`m tired of this!
this is bullshit, always telling me to be a grown up...
if i don`t try...how am i going to know how it`s like?
if i fall, let me stand up by myself.
DON`T tell me what to do!
ASDFJKL;
what to say/think, and what to be.
when will i ever get to grow up if they keep on telling me everything?
i`m going to college next year
and they still don`t let me grow up?
i`m tired of this!
this is bullshit, always telling me to be a grown up...
if i don`t try...how am i going to know how it`s like?
if i fall, let me stand up by myself.
DON`T tell me what to do!
ASDFJKL;
