Destiny brought you into my life, I have never felt a love so right. You are the half that makes me

it`s nice...

2008-05-09T05:02:50Z

to be back in "the group" again. I miss old time.
`gnight.
-trang
P.S. i love you babyy. <33

it's been a while...

2008-05-01T04:04:14Z

since the last time i updated. =/ too busy lately, even on weekends too.
AP Exams are coming, i'm not really worry if i pass or not, but just trying my best. BUT then again, it`s stressing me out. =[
looking forward to a lot of things! ^^ yay! summer is coming, & after that college life away from family. ;D
oh yeah, lots of pictures, but i don`t have time to upload them. x_x
well, oh & how can i forget?

HAPPY TWO YEARS AND FOUR MONTHS ANNIVERSARY HUNNY!

i just loveeeeeeee sleeping with you. =] muahx. don`t worry hun i`m not mad about the "cards" haha. love you muchO grande venti power! (i want some starbuck!)
well, `gnight.
-trang

P.S. i only have 22 teddy/pillow bears hun, i need more. yeah i still want more even though they already fill up to almost half of my bed, but still, i`m mission a snoopy! ;]

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song at the moment

2008-04-13T23:39:28Z

4:38 P.M.

Anh cu bo mac em

`gbye
-trang

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I just feels...

2008-04-12T18:25:39Z

like EVERYONE around me
is either controlling me
or being over-protected,
sometime....even both.

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tired of these craps!

2008-04-05T19:07:06Z

you know what?
instead of yelling at me, why don`t you try comforting, supporting, and trusting me!
if you don`t trust me, and doesn`t believe that i can do it, then fine, don`t insult me.
i`m tired of your fucking craps, telling me that i`m not good enough,
i don`t try hard enough,
why is she better than you?
i`m tired of your craps!
not supporting me, not comforting, not believing that i can do it.
you didn`t think i made it into UC Davis,
BUT I DID.
you know, when was the last time you complimented me on something?
when was it, because i can`t recall the last time you have done it,
wait, i don`t remember anytime there was compliment of me coming out of your mouth.
all i ever heard you said/yell
is that i never try hard enough,
is that i'm not good and smart enough,
Anh or some other person is better than me,
why am i not like them?
i don`t remember you ever saying
it`s ok, just try harder next time,
that is good already,
good job, you did really good.
was there something like that?
or was it...you can`t make it through college when i won`t be there,
how are you going to survive without me?
well you know what?
i proved you wrong when i got into UC Davis,
and now i`m going to prove you wrong when i graduate.
just wait and see how i will make it through UC Davis living without you!

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sometime...

2008-04-05T00:53:40Z

672

i don`t even know what is in your head anymore.
i don`t know what you are thinking to make you happy or satisfy.
5:52 P.M.

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sick

2008-04-03T05:10:16Z

i`m sick. started out yesterday, but then it got worse today. x_x
oh yeah, so i`m going to visit UC Davis on April 22, a saturday, so no TNTT for me. =/
& i want to go to UC Davis's picnic day on April 29, another saturday, so no TNTT. oh yeah! Caroline told me that she will be on the fashion show, i wanna see! ^^ lol, i`m excited but then scare for UC life.
anyways, i told Caroline that i will be living with her so yepyep. =] hopefully hunny will find an apartment near our place. i have to find a day to check out Caroline`s apartment. i hope i`ll get along with her friends too. ;]
so my family & i looked at these pictures from VN that we took on our trips, & also some old ass picturesssssss. i found one that is interesting!!!! ;D

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you know, i don`t just look like a boy, but i`m a pretty fat boy for 4 months old. :D
`gnight
-trang

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misunderstanding...

2008-04-01T22:39:59Z

about the last post, couple of people asked me if i was talking about them,
of course i told them "no", but the truth is....it is the truth,
what i post up here most of the time is not specifically for anyone, it`s just broad.
my friend at school read my vox sometimes, & today at school she asked if i was talking about her,
no i wasn`t talking about you.
another person aimed me & asked me if i was talking about them or their friend,
no i wasn`t talking about you or your friend.
what i write in here are just general, no one specific.
although, i do admit, one or twice it could be someone particular,
but trust me, RARELY!
anyways, if my friend misunderstood me, i`m sorry, but i wasn`t talking about any of you.
& for other people that i don`t know or really don`t give a crap about (like my friend`s friend),
then you know what?
it`s your business to think of me that way, & fine i don`t care
because i only care about MY friends
the ones that i truly understand, the one that tells me what is in their mind & heart.
& for the rest of you bitches out there
you`re just nosy to read in the first place.
`gday.
-trang

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love someone & someone loves you back...

2008-04-01T04:56:39Z

670

i find it interesting
[i`m suppose to be finishing up hwks right now]
about the subject "love"
it`s not `bout me, it`s just how i think about "love" & other people.
there are what you call..."players/pimps" that leads the opposite sex on & then "play" them,
there are people that are afraid to love because they were never in love or they were heartbroken,
and there are people that denies "love.
the "players/pimps" are just dumb asses that one day will realize what they have done, will regret it and pay for it.
the "afraid" ones...idk...maybe they haven`t found that special someone yet, or it's there but they don`t know it yet.
the "denials" (i find most interesting because i understand the other two) are always lying;
they always says that they don`t need "love" or the other "half to complete them" or a "boyfriend/girlfriend"
because they were disappointed before either of their fault or the other person's.
it doesn`t matter but the issue is that they "lead" themselves and their close ones (the ones that are in "love" situation) to think the same way as they do.
i don`t think it`s right.
first of all they are hurting themselves,
second of all they are leading their friends into...how do you say it...kind of an "i don`t care" about what you & other thinks, and lastly the other one that is waiting....is being hurt.
idk, if i make sense, but it`s just funny.
they say they don`t need "love" or "the other half to complete them" or a "boyfriend/girlfriend" but they are really saying that they need it.
k, maybe i don`t make sense, but oh well, just something i found interesting. =]
i`ll come back some other time with another subject.
`gnight
-trang

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i`m waiting...

2008-03-29T20:23:09Z

669

for
you
to
change

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